gw tau hari kamis gw UAS Managerial Accounting dan UAS-UAS lainnya menyusul minggu depannya.. dan gw tau pasti, bahwa ada dua deadline tugas menanti juga minggu depan.

dan gw, apa yg gw lakukan seharian ini?

gw ngerasa mengawang sepanjang hari.. ga fokus, random, ga tau apa yang gw ingin lakukan. entah ya, rasanya ada sesuatu aja yang mengganjal di pikiran gw.. tapi gw sendiri ga ngerti sebenernya apa yg bener-bener mengganggu pikiran gw.

rasanya badan gw ada di bumi, tapi jiwa dan pikiran gw berkelana kemana-mana, ke tempat-tempat antah berantah… dan sampe sekarang belum kembali ke tempat seharusnya berada.

ahhh… ayo kembalilah semangat, aku sangat membutuhkanmuuuuuuuu!!!

*NGAKAK*

ardhanzone:

particledynamic:

imaau:

k-shary:

deeperconvs:

lacouleurjaune:

New school semester:


At the first week:

At the second week:


Before the mid-term test:


During the mid-term test:


After the mid-term test:


Before the final exam:


Once know the final exam schedule:

7 days before final exam:


6 days before final exam:


5 days before final exam:


4 days before final exam:


3 days before final exam:


2 days before final exam:


1 day before final exam:


A night before final exam:


1 hour before final exam:


During the final exam:


Once walk out from the exam hall:


After the final exam, during the holiday:

LOL

WHY IS THIS SO TRUE? WHY WHY WHY?

ahaha. cocok bangett. LOL.

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

It’s our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We’ve fallen in love
We’ve fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

Do you want a song of glory
Well I’m fucking screaming at you

It’s our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We’ve fallen in love
We’ve fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

Sejak gw baru mulai kuliah sampe sekarang, gw ngerasa terjadi perubahan terhadap diri gw:

1. Sekarang gw udah berani tidur sendiri. Soalnya ampe kelas 3 SMA, gw masih tidur sama ade gw. Takut tidur sendiri, apalagi kalo di ruangan tertutup. Tentu saja lampu ga pernah mati. Yah, dulu penakut parah deh, ke kamar mandi yang jaraknya cuma beberapa meter di luar kamar pun kadang ga berani. Kalo sekarang, pulang malem sendiri juga hayo aja, hehe :)

2. Dulu gw ga suka soto, rasanya aneh banget di lidah gw. Sekarang, berkat dikenalkan dengan yg namanya Soto Bukit Dago, ternyata rasanya enak bangettt

3. Gw juga ga suka yoghurt, asem-asem gitu ga enak. Tapi karena nyicip sour sally, sekarang malah jadi ketagihan yoghurt apa aja

4. Dulu gw selalu beranggapan kesenian Jawa Tengah (gamelan dan tari-tarian) sangat membosankan.. sekarang karena gw ikut PSTK, gw jadi sangat menyukai kebudayaan leluhur gw (walo gw ga pernah tinggal di Jawa)

5. Dulu gw selalu pake kerudung bergo (itu lho, kerudung langsung jadi), tapi sejak setahun yang lalu, gw belajar pake kerudung segiempat.. dari yang pake pengait peniti, sampe sekarang sudah ahli dengan jarum pentul. Dulu kalo make kerudung segiempat bisa makan waktu sejam, sekarang 5 menit juga jadi :D

6. Dulu gw selalu memakai kacamata, sekarang udah biasa pake softlense (baru-baru ini malah make yg warna abu-abu-> gara2 lagi ga ada yg bening sih di optiknya dan pengen nyoba jg sekali-kali pake yg berwarna).

Cukup ah :D

Gw  berjanji pada diri gw sendiri bahwa gw ga akan kehilangan diri gw lagi, gw ga mau kehilangan kendali atas otak dan perasaan gw lagi… Bismillah… Hehe :)